Disappointments in life:

Disappointments in life:
Though i have some good skills in many fields, though i have good luck period as per the horoscopes, though i have big dreams supported by my hard work, i am lagging behind all my contemporaries and my juniors.. i donot know why.. i dont know where the problem is.
I have taken vrs. while working in public service also, none satisfied with my talents and bosses got antogonised.. perhaps because of my stubbborn mentality and a belief that i know much.
After that i had to change jobs very frequently once in a year or twice in a year, and almost all times employer indicating me to quit job. I dont know where the trouble is.Though i have courage, patience, self confidence , the testing is approaching limit.
Always finance is problem. day after day, year after year i am going into debts.. without fail going into deeper debts.
I assign this too to my horoscope. Otherwise, there is no good reason to fail in every effort to become big.. failed in us assignment to settle there, failed in dubai assignment, got cheated in malaysian asignment, new zealand assignment, green card opportunity, shares, job, education, and now also tailing in this google adsense business. But i have strong belief, confidence that i would and i should succeed in this last attampt to free myself from finance and obtain financial independence so that i proceed towards real independence as per scriptures and bhagawad geetha.